WHY?!?!?!? Why tan skin?!?!?!?!?!!?

I think people like tan skin because it gives this impression that you're athletic and like to be outside all that time. I don't really know. But it's stupid what society defines as beautiful. So don't worry. Personally, I prefer to be pale. I love the contrast it creates with my dark hair and eyes. That's it. You should find a way to make your pale skin look good. (I'm not saying that it's bad, but you don't seem to like being a pale person.) Maybe you should find some colors (for clothing, makeup, etc.) that would compliment your skin tone. That might help you.